took hostage of my future life
contingent on one action
gave up in anger
threw it all away

none of it was ever real
none of it lasted
none of it will ever exist
none of it was for you

so start picking up the pieces
build that wall
bring back the anonymity
recreate yourself
bury the past
be thankful of the lesson

turn to god for direction
dont get lost in the darkness
believe in hope
run away