a departure from the expected

today, i wore my kimono blouse and my hair long to school. i found out also that the lady i'm having issues with at school is leaving ccbc. i'm going out for drinks and karaoke tonight. i'm writing up my resume to start in the OR, newborn nursery or clinical research. i was daydreaming earlier about giving medical marijuana to my cancer patients. haha. triaged a couple of honors students conked out already by redbull and the workload. life keeps changing. you just keep chugging along. and when you are no longer sad, you know you are growing in faith, temperance, understanding, love and patience. ...never lose hope. it will take a while, but i must focus on pushing the bad thoughts away and purging the hurt.